Deja Vu

Life, at times, can seem like a treadmill.
No matter how fast you run, you also know for sure, that you are not getting anywhere actually !

What else ?

When you can no longer feel their pain.
When you cease to share their joys, and have none of your own.
When you are no longer a part of their lives.
When you have lost all your rights on them.
When "us", is all about "me".

What else is all this, but death ?
Death is not just a physical phenomenon. Its an idea. A behavior. A thought too. Yes, death is not just physical...

Epiphany

I better discover that thing which keeps my soul truly at peace. Something, that gives me a sense of purpose. Soon.
Else, there is the grave danger, that I might disintegrate. Very rapidly.

I continue to wait for the epiphany.